simple thought

I wrote this on a cold, dark day. I called it a simple thought. But it's not.

I really wasn’t expecting this. It was a complete surprise. I never would have thought. It didn’t cross my border. I don’t need the light now. The sun is bright enough to go outside and breathe. More out there, so how ‘bout you you? Gell. One L? I should give her a call before it’s too late. It’s too late. I’m a fool. And the sun goes behind the cloud. It gets grey. And I say, Maybe I should stay. I'll make the call. No, I'll make cocoa. I'll relieve pain on paper with pen. Read and make-believe a picture from a plot, cream-colored characters and a place from inside my mind; set setting and make a go. Sun surprises by making an appearance. Blind me brightly with your easy inspiration and your serious light. Gift given gas goes in. I've blown numerous names, numbers, and nobodies; never normal and yet, never again. Ate the same oily, smoky sandwich last night. This is nothing like riding a bike, with these forgotten feelings aside. It can all be remembered with one call, a conversation. Don’t know what I’ll do when we are no longer able to. Don’t have a feeling of fortune. Why would things go right, now, when they did in the past? I spill while drinking, and drink when in-love. Wait. Go back and ride again. Remember and replay. Read and rewrite. I can’t type, this computer is ill.

3 comments :

Freemason said...

Yeah, it rained today. So what. Little bit of that shit never ruined anyone's day. Speaking of Christmas cheer, spread the word: Carsonation's brother is in the PDX. He's bigger, faster and stronger, not to mention quieter, wiser and older. He likes board games, cool jazz, and Poweraide. Turnoffs include tiny backpacks, unpainted toenails, any conversation that fails to include at least one Pootie Tang reference. For inquiries, call Carsonation on his cellular phone.

Sepa-Town!

sa da tay! said...

The only two people commenting here are the only two who read this. And I ain't bout to call that kid's line:5057108419. He never answer that shit. No one will call; no one will comment.

Bitch, shutda fuck up.

sa da tay! said...

The only two people commenting here are the only two who read this. And I ain't bout to call that kid's line:5057108419. He never answer that shit. No one will call; no one will comment.

Bitch, shutda fuck up.